Dear Nyi,
               I was doing very good during the interview. My Life is in a total chaos right now. Even if I can have the job offer, this path will be too way difficult for me. It’s very far away from the mainland. They told me about the difficulties in NAGA area. But you know what, I decided to go there. I will attend my class for this whole month and I will prepare my GRE and TOEFL while I am working. Can’t help. I shouldn’t be like this right now, I would rather go and seek all the adventures in all those remote areas. If possible I will join all the war zones and conflict zones later. My life should be like this. Total carefree and not acting like a coward who is afraid to lose someone. It’s God’s plan. I dunt want to blame to me and to you anymore. You should know, I will take responsibility for all the words I said.

         The one who has many sacrifices is the one who hurts the most because only they can know the value of what they gave them to someone they treasures.

         So here there are two sides, I think I did it all for you but, someone like you think I did the silly things. All about every people I knew is, even the one who I think he will have a decent mind but actually, it is not like that.

           I am incredibly naive and crazy I guess. Just want to run away from all for the moment. Any conflict or war zones or hard to reach Area. I dunt mind. Living standard, lifestyle, Fashion, Food, people, popularity, I dunt mind. Even if I can leave my family behind me, who is the most selfish one in the world, Mirror? It’s me. It’s just me.

            Welcome from my roller coaster life.

Welcome, we come alone and we go alone.  The one who doesn’t have anything to lose is the one who can have everything from the world without knowing it.

            I will follow the flow and burn with the flame. 27th June 2018.